Love,Poetry,Rhymes

looking at me

now i can see my past

Had a dark one

but freedom at last

Pain choked me

as i tried to grasp

for my life

from a plastic bag

I look at it now

and can't believe

the pain I felt

I now don't recieve

no more stress in my heart

I am relieved

the pressure ain't there

it truely decieved

Learned lessons from terrible patterns

Kept the crystal ball,future lost, looking for magic

Crossbreeded between love and hate, its just so tragic

Looking for truth but lies is all I have and

Confused in a drunken state of mind

Looking at the clock turning, I'm changing time

Facing myself in a shattered mirror

My image hard to find

Facing Forward

But I'm continully walking behind

I'm just

Confused in different directions

My mind asking me all these questions

Searching around for all my confessions

I just thank you God for being a Blessing

The world can't blame me for addressing

You not cool with that then start stepping

See I am

Desperately searching for the truth

All Our testimonies are the proof

of more fake people in the world than the youth

Still confused more than ruth

I'ma call you for the answer in the phone booth

I'm finally free

People can hate on me

No disgrace on what I can be

opening my heart to love and dreams

Putting them to work is what I mean

Changing the game like nanny mcphee

Freedom is whats left you see

creative thinking

im not sinking

and im rising

not disguising

haters lying

children defying

looking  to the sun

im flying high and

time is wasted

keep ticking away

forget all my haterz

ima have a great day[have a great day]

bad thoughts

are soon to decay

thank you lord{jesus}

have your way[have your way]

in me lord

 i come on bended knees

open my heart

you the only one with  keys

 giving my life to you

my mind begins to ease

 in my prayer closet

im begging you please

[reverse]

its been three years

since i left the game

running a new race

changing the story behind my name

coming on top

forget about the fame

im trying to make it to heaven

not end up in the flame

working day and night

i am what i claim

stop drinking and smoking

i got with god,do the same

get mess out your mouth

its messing up your brain

dont be mad at me

you the only one to blame

stop fooling around

and puting yourself to shame

x2 ive turned around/not doing what i used to do/paving my way/to the skys that are bluee/nightfall comes/im still drifting in the sky/i thank you lord for being their by and byyyyyyyyyyy

the pain trys to creep back

in my heart

butit will not be like that from the start

im sorry for what i say and

what i do

i know its killing me

i know its killing you

it makes me all so sad

of how i made you mad

im sorry for what i've done to you

i'm sorry i made you blue

i know its killing me

i know its killing you

it makes me all so sad

of how i made you mad

the time is coming now

when i think about it

the way its killing us

when we dont talk about it

my flow so sick but

it makes me mad

of the time to come

when i make you sad

the crying comes out

every night and day

but its making us stronger

in a way

i still dont know

what to say

and its getting closer

to the end of may

while im still standing

next to bay

and this is all i have to say

im sorry for what i say and

what i do

i konw its killing me

i konw its killing you

it makes me all so sad

of how i made you mad

im sorry for what i've done to you

i'm sorry i made you blue

i know its killing me

i know its killing you

it makes me all so sad

of how i made you mad

what i say

and what i do

everybody talks

and says its true

that i'm really mad

at you

but that aint for real

this is the deal

of what i come to say

im tired of this killing me

everyday

all i need you to do is

to forgive me

so i can walk away

and be free

of all the hurt and pain

that comes with the shame

and the game

all i need you to do is

say my name

and i forgive you

so i can be out of my shoe box

so i cant stop

im sorry for what i say and

what i do

i konw its killing me

i konw its killing you

it makes me all so sad

of how i made you mad

im sorry for what i've done to you

i'm sorry i made you blue

i know its killing me

i know its killing you

it makes me all so sad

of how i made you mad

im sorry ,im sorry ,im sorry yes i am!x3

i'm sorry for what i have done to u

i'm sorry i made u blue

but it is killing me

i hate that ,you hate me

why did i go so bad

it makes me all so sad

of how i made you mad

im sorry for what i have done to u

im sorry i say, but the dreams soon begin  to fade away

for me

every time i see u

it makes me mad of what happened that day u ,see

sometimes i wanna cry or sometimes i just wanna  break bread and make myself , fly away

so i don't have to remember that  long, ugly day

i dont even want to talk no more

when i see u walk through that door

my life has been through alot of hardships and pain

all i see is the shame

while im just starting this mess-up game

but im the only one to blame

i'm sorry for what i have done to u

i'm sorry i made u blue

but it is killing me

i hate that ,you hate me

why did i go so bad

it makes me all so sad

of how i made you mad

im sorry for what i have done to u

why?why me?

why didn't i just go with the flow you see

why am i in a corner beggin god, to continously help me

i cry almost night and day

its not healthy in a way

to cry cuz u want to make it right

so i can go to sleep in peace for just one night

i claimed i was goin to fight u ,before the end of the year was out

because of what u have done to me

but the real reason im doing it  cuz i'm tryin to help myself u see

now i can't spit a rhyme,dance,or be me

cuz it reminds me of the times u always supported me,for what i do

i snoozed and i losed to being your friend

but all u really did was, really help me in the end

and this is to u

take the mic cuz i'm through

im sorry for what i have done to u

i'm sorry i made u blue

but it is killing me

i hate that ,you hate me

why did i go so bad

it makes me all so sad

of how i made you mad

im sorry for what i have done to u

i'm sorry i made u blue

but it is killing me

i hate that ,you hate me

why did i go so bad

it makes me all so sad

of how i made you mad

im sorry for what i have done to u

i'm sorry i made u blue

but it is killing me

i hate that ,you hate me

why did i go so bad

it makes me all so sad

of how i made you mad

p.s.i'm sorry for what i have done .will you forgive me?:(

$fresh money maka$

Current mood:money maker

Category: Music

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im fresh im fresh

makin money fresh, is what i do

i dont sit around ,doin the booty doo

instead, i get on my grind

the feds keep tellin me, im runnin out of time

im not the dude from across the street

that smuggle drugs ,in through meat

i am not at defeat

this is not the end

but the beginnin of me

as a fresh money maka

named dc

yep thats me

that you see on the grind

its my time to shine

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im fresh like the smell of fragence

from white diamond

wasnt it sold to me by a dude named

named simon?

my friend looked at her boo sayin

whi man?

why did you do this to me

shes six weeks pregnaut

with baby number 3

she came and asked me, would i help her please

i said since im a fresh money maka, you dont need to beg on your knees

go inside now

its a hundred degrees

since i am a fresh money maka

i was able to help my friend

now i was able to give donations at the end

i'm a fresh money maka

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